As it always seems to happen when I sit down to write, I realize it’s been quite a while since I last wrote a post. A lot has happened lately. I finished my first semester of school, got out of the military, and started a new part-time job for a little extra money while I’m in school. Two of the three months have passed since the CT scan that I wrote about having gotten in my last post, so one more month until I get another one to make sure the ground glass nodule they saw is going away and was just related to me being sick a little before the first scan. With all the good changes happening, I’ve been doing a pretty good job keeping that health concern out of my mind and focusing on other things at least. So about those other things…
As I said, finished my first semester at the community college I’m going to and did pretty well despite having to balance 14 credits worth of online classes with long days at work. It was especially stressful when the replacement for my boss who had just retired came in and decided we weren’t leaving until a certain time, regardless of whether we had actual work to do during that time or not. That resulted in frequently being stuck at work doing absolutely nothing when I could have been home working on schoolwork. After he got there, I had a lot of 9-10 hour days there. But that’s not something I have to worry about anymore. My military days ended just in time to start the new year as a civilian. I’m excited that I can focus on school and work my new job around my classes rather than my classes around a job I don’t intend to stick with. This will be the first time I’ve been in a position in which I’m truly able to make school my top priority. I’ve always had to work full-time and deal with family chaos when I’ve gone to school in the past, so I’m really looking forward to this new semester starting up and having so much less on my plate this time around.
Then there’s the new job, a certified technician at a retail store. Nothing terribly special, but allows me to put my technical skills to use while I focus on school. The best thing about this job is this:
It’s only been a couple days since I started this job, but it’s so nice to be able to go by my chosen name at work. It’s like a weight has been lifted off me, no longer having to worry about if the people I work with figure out I’m trans, no more having the knowledge hanging over me that who I am is banned where I work. When I told my new manager about it and that I intend to start transitioning in the near future, he seemed genuinely excited for me and congratulated me on getting out of the military and being able to transition. He also made sure to tell me that if anybody gives me a hard time about it to let him know immediately. I feel pretty good about this new job for that reason, for being so easy to work around my school schedule, and for how low stress it is for me. Even with both this job and school, I’ll have way more time off to do whatever than I’ve had in a really long time, so much more time to unwind and get chores and such taken care of.
Speaking of transitioning, I think sometime in the next couple weeks August and I will be going to the clinic to start the process to get my transition moving along, as well as to see about August’s needs as he continues his HRT. From what I understand, as somebody that hasn’t started any treatment at all, it’s about a month from when you first go into the clinic to when they actually give you a prescription. I’m not starting as soon as I had originally been hoping, but it’s still so close. It seems so unreal that I’ll actually get to start sometime soon!
So I started the new year off as a civilian and with a new job in which I can be myself. In addition to that, August and I have started another Whole30. It seemed like a good idea to get back on track with healthy eating after the holidays. I did get pictures and measurements to compare at the end of the 30 days, but will wait until then to post them. I’m mostly just wanting to get back to good eating behavior, as well as back into working out regularly now that my schedule allows for it. That was another thing that suffered with the long hours at my old job, especially after the last couple months. It feels good just knowing I’m in a position to better take care of myself again, and I’m sure it’ll feel even better as I continue on with this plan and improve my health. Hopefully I’ll be back in good enough shape to start looking at doing CrossFit competitions again before I know it. The one I got to participate in before was a blast, and I really want to do more.
So, that catches you up on most of what I’ve got going on right now. Hopefully I’ll have more to post about and make more regular posts now that I’m not so busy, but we’ll see how it goes after school starts up. At any rate, 2015 I think is my year. I’ve started it off well already and still have so much to look forward to this year.