So I decided not to write the post on Thursday, when I hit the 8 week mark, and instead waited a few days to do a nice even 2 months in post. I think this is what I’ll be doing for the long run. I’ll post an update on the whatever week mark that is about halfway through the month with commentary on whatever I notice going on at the time, maybe some pics if I’ve noticed some particularly cool change. The big updates, like today’s, will be on the month marks and will include all the measurements, comparison pics and everything.
So, the biggest thing that has happened recently in my transition is my strength gains. In the last 10 days I have gotten 5 new records on various lifts. The smallest of which have been 10# jumps. Most of these I didn’t even push to my true max because I either ran out of time before the crossfit class was going to start, or I didn’t want to completely burn myself out because of what was going to be in the WOD, such as when I tested my deadlift and there were going to be box jumps in the WOD… I didn’t want to miss a jump because my legs were too tired and bang up my shins on the box. So, yeah, huge strength gains all of a sudden in the last week or so. It’s exciting to see the effects of T starting to kick in in this area. Here are the lifts that I did.
Lift Old Max New Max Difference
Jerk 105# 115# 10#
Strict Press 70# 85# 15#
Back Squat 170# 180# 10#
Deadlift 230# 250# 20#
Bench Press 120# 135# 15#
As for measurements, I’ve gained quite a bit. Below is a screenshot from the excel document I’m keeping record of everything in. The pic shows all the measurements, the difference between current measurements and pre-T, as well as the measurements taken at the 1 month mark. Measurements are in lbs and inches. Most of my gains seem to be in my upper body, but my thighs have also become noticeably larger and stronger. I noticed they looked different a week or so ago and have been really looking forward to taking the measurements today to see how much of a difference there actually was.
In my last post I mentioned having noticed some darker facial hair starting to grow in on my lip now. I managed to actually get a picture of it before I shaved it off the other day. I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to get anything since it’s still really fine, but I definitely was able to capture some of it. I’m pretty excited that it’s getting to be enough to show up on camera. I feel like it won’t be too long before I’ll have to start shaving more frequently because I’ll start to get a wispy little shadow on my lip if I don’t. A bad wispy mustache is not something I want to even attempt to rock, but it’s still exciting that it’s growing in just the same. I haven’t noticed any dark hairs anywhere else yet, but keeping an eye out for them. It’ll be interesting to see how much facial hair comes in grey too, since I have a decent amount of salt in my hair these days. Wonder if I’ll be able to notice it growing in thicker as easily if it’s grey in some areas as opposed to the obviously darker hairs on my lip. Anyway, enough speculating, here’s the pic.
And now for some comparison pics. I’m so bad at getting the positioning the same in comparison pics, so it’s hard to tell what’s an actual change in appearance and what is just from me standing differently. Just the same, here’s a couple comparison pics of me in a tank top. Additionally, I took some pics of me in my favorite tank top that I own so I can do comparison pics with it in the future. I feel like the angle I got in the front shot of that shirt shows my lats better, which have definitely grown and I wish I had a good pic from before to compare it to.
But wait, there’s more! I haven’t given you the full body comparison shots yet! Pre-T, 1 month, and 2 month.
So, looking at the measurements and the side pics, I can tell my stomach has fluctuated some. One thing that the first and last pictures have in common, however, is that both were taken during my period, so I’m a little bloated, and that may very well be attributing to that little pudginess at the very bottom of my stomach in those pictures that isn’t there quite as much in the 1 month one (my period had already come and gone by this time last month). Otherwise, when I look at the front comparison pictures, it definitely looks to me like I’m getting more definition in my abs as my transition is progressing.
I was also surprised to see some definition in my chest starting to develop in the pictures. I had been able to see it happening when I looked in the mirror, I’ve been noticing my breasts becoming definitely less perky and being able to see my pecs beneath them now… and possibly got way too much enjoyment out of the fact that I can flex my pecs and see them move now. Just the same, I didn’t expect it to show at all in the pictures since I’m covering a good portion of that region with my hands. It’s not a huge amount of definition that is visible, but I’m definitely seeing some changes going on there.
In the back comparison… well, I just feel like I look so much bigger now than I did even a month ago, let alone pre-T. I wasn’t expecting that big of a change, even though I guess the measurements I took should have indicated that I’d be seeing that. I can definitely see how much my lats have grown in this comparison. In all three sets of pictures, but especially the back one, I can see my traps are significantly bigger now as well. This was another thing I could see to a certain extent in the mirror, but I definitely didn’t realize exactly how much it had changed until I was putting together these comparisons.
So, I mentioned that I’m currently on my period, unfortunately. This is something that I can’t wait to have stop eventually. This is my second one to start since I started T. Typically this has been something that is a huge ordeal for me: debilitating stomach cramps and back pain, nausea and vomiting, ridiculous fatigue, and usually a pretty heavy flow… the first day being the worst, then the second being uncomfortable but not interfering with my day to day activities nearly as much. This time around it’s been really light, just barely more than what I’d consider spotting. There was a little back pain, but no stomach cramps or nausea at all. The fatigue was not near as bad as normal either. Cravings for sugary things were way stronger than normal, though, but I almost wonder if that is connected to the lack of nausea this time. It’s possible that the nausea I experienced before kept the cravings away because it just made not want to eat anything for fear of it not staying down. Overall it’s been a significantly more pleasant experience than I’m used to. I still really look forward to just not having it at all, but it was a nice change of pace to not have to take a ton of ibuprofen just to make it through the first day. In fact I was able to go to the gym the first day, though I had to talk myself into it because I wasn’t really feeling like it. I have almost always skipped the gym the first day of my period in the past because of the cramps and nausea I usually have. I wouldn’t say it’s been a good experience, it’s still my period, but it has been a relief to not have it take everything out of me like it used to.
Other changes I’ve been noticing… My skin, particularly on my face, has been more oily than I’m used to. At first there was a little acne on my face, back and chest and I began mentally preparing myself for a complete breakout, but it never seemed to quite happen. There were a few blemishes here and there, but never anything real bad… so I guess pretty comparable to when I went through puberty the first time, I never did get hit real hard by acne. Granted, I still have a lot of time ahead of me for things to go crazy, but right now after a tiny increase things are back to normal already. We’ll see what happens as time goes on. Because of the oiliness I’m having to use face wash more these days. It’s the first time I’ve actually been able to use products to wash my face without having it drying my face out, though. I’ve actually noticed an improvement in that sense and feel that my complexion and skin health is surprisingly improving from what it was pre-T, especially my face. The increased oil production seems to have fixed an imbalance that had left me with dry skin problems in certain areas before.
And finally, time for the voice recordings. There’s not really a whole lot to say about this, just listen and you can hear how much it’s changed for yourself. Getting further and further from my original very feminine, almost childish voice I started with.
So yeah, that’s pretty much everything I can think of at the moment. Expect another transition and general life update around the 8th, but the next big comparison post will be in a month. So much has changed in the last month, more than I expected. I’m really excited to see what next month’s comparisons show!